I'm so happy 'cause today I've found my friends ... They're in my head I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ... We've broken our mirrors Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ... And I'm not scared Light my candles, in a daze 'Cause I've found god Hey, hey hey
I'm so lonely, but that's okay, I shaved my head ... And I'm not sad And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard ... But I'm not sure I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there ... But I don't care I'm so horny, but that's okay ... My will is good Hey, hey hey
I like it - I'm not gonna crack I miss you - I'm not gonna crack I love you - I'm not gonna crack I killed you - I'm not gonna crack
I'm so happy 'cause today I've found my friends ... They're in my head I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ... We've broken our mirrors Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ... And I'm not scared Light my candles in a daze ... 'Cause I've found god Hey, hey hey
I like it - I'm not gonna crack I miss you - I'm not gonna crack I love you - I'm not gonna crack I killed you - I'm not gonna crack
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I have been readin 'How to make love like a porn star' the autobiography of jenna jamenson and its a really good book and everything it's just sucks hearing her talk about her girlfriend, kills me. It has been making me think about heather a lot and it sucks. I miss her. I miss her a lot. We had some great times together. but i need to get over it and realize it will never ever be the same. how fucking depressing. I really loved her. Even after all the fucked up mistakes we both made i still love her a ridiculous amount and think she is a good person in her heart. like now when i lissten to taking back sunday i think of her, and it's not that i want her back its that i wish what we had didn't end so fast. ya know you love people and you know you aren't right and you dont want them back, but you miss them and being with them. i have decided that will never go away. i'll die with all my old lovers in my heart. what a shitty thought. if you are a good person and you truely love them you'll always love them no matter what. it just pisses me off i thought i was done wth this shit. I barely think about her anymore except when i see chelsea and ask her how shes doing and shit. which is like never. what the fuck ever .
So now to the update looking at getting a a cobalt coupe and i am also moving out this summer. like for real. haha i am going to prom last minute how retarded. I sang kareoke (sp) madonna 'like a virgin' and got boo'd lol who saw that comming? ready for collage to be done with and i got a job woo hoo.
Hmmmmm... Legal. I like AVW and buying cigarettes the best. Graduating in like two months. Allready enrolled in collage. Woooah. Let me tell you. Know my tattoo. Promised myself I wouldn't get it till I lost weight. I need to get downn to one fiffteen again... I need to start running again. I think I am going to die my hair blonde. I waited so long for it to get this long again and all I want to do now is cut it off again or get dreds. Damn it why do I have to be a girl... None the less undecicive.
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10 days left i am counting down like there is no tomorrow... the way it should be. If i cant have her than why should i spend anymore time the world is going to end pretty soon. Crickets was the senior prank pretty funny until i found out they sucked the crickets up with vaccums because there were like 1800 crickets cricketing around the 300s. that just wasnt cool. poor things died in the name of someone elses fun.SAD really. not to mention no use of the potty rooms which is bullshit. You were my favorite. Summer is going to be awesome... well i am Cansado very much so i should go to sleep but i have to stay online and talk to mister kevin. I want a girlfriend so if you can find one for me thatd be nice thanks.
This summer is diet time. for reall im going to get thin... wish me luck ill need it
ummm not much has been up christmas is here soon i hate christmas soooo much and the one thing i have been waiting for for christmas for a year now i decided to not go through with... sucks well tommorrows last day of exams thank god. just went shopping with elise bought her like 100 dollars worth of stuff for christams still need to buy for other friends but i have nomore money left thanks to Hope. never write in this thing and now i realize why... well cant find my journal mad gunna go look for it, later.
well reportcards came out today four A's three B's haha GPA 3.56 hahaha anyways get this 5 credits hahaha thats even funnier well dan and chris have been comming over and smoking us out and its been weird almost nostalgic like old times all over again... weird i don't really like it old times are old times because you wanted things to change atleast in my circumstances i don't like it if i wanted to hang out with them i would have gone to their houses and kept a established relationship going i saw mike weird said he thought i was a different person than i am or some shit i dunno i was baked... that "i had everything figured out and knew where i was going and stuff" and now "i am a lesbian? and i am not who he thought i was" but even when i was a bad kid he didnt think i was a bad kid? i dunno than he said he heard a lot of runors about me and wouldnt tell me them... whatever, nonsense. kristina moved back in weird hung out with her and erica got baked got a new little bong called gilbert not kurby! went to kelseys last show that was really fun i guess... anyweays time to go past my bed time heh : ) <X3 yas
i dunno its been awhile, as far as i am conserned i am going with you Cait. Anyways... i m soooo tired school tomorrow almost been 30rd days : ) YAY! umm yaahhh anyway noting new tanning nextweekend and maybe nails haha and i have the koolest idea for my back I am putting two hearts on my shoulderblades kinda so the point is at an angle and star in the middle of my lower bck stencils when i tan hehe kool kool Elzer stop being gay! Iwent to school incognito...
AWESOME .Friday is coming . :). I have been busy doing homework, odd I am doing it this year, That's cause this year I am going to have NO distractions. Had a mega weird dream last night... Have all subs tomorrow awesome. Went to Caitlin’s. Had a blast, we watched "A Little Princess" and ate pizza. Did homework almost burnt down her house. Watched Caitlin play dress up. Kresser said some weird shit and we all thought it was funny. Well only the ones who got the privilege to hear. Take this big ribbon of my eyes. This world is forcing me to hold your hand. Moment that I step outside. I can’t do the little thing. I HATE ALL THE STUPID POSERS! Hate all of them despise loathe. Can’t stand them. Give me a gun and I swear. Ozzfest is coming should be fun. I can’t think. ................................... As she wrote in her first episode she had craved rare foods when stoned. Such as : Cream Cheese flavored frosting and Peanut Butter Hershey’s chocolate chips with a cinnamon roll and hot chocolate, now a Little Debbie chocolate cakes with frosting on the top and Carrot Cake on her latest stoned she had more of a craving for boys...
MY neck hurts. Don't know why maybe all this sleeping on the bleachers, ya think? whatever. I am tired and Caitlin is sleeping and I don't know how to work this site... :( Oh well there is always tommorow. I am so happy I have been doing everything i have been saying i was going to do. OR. Had planned to do. I got 3 A's so far on all my tests. I am oH so smart :) Ozzfest is comming. I orignally wasn't going to go, but than I heard Atreyu is going to be there so Lisee and I have to go. We just have to. After missing Coheed we owe it to ourselves. Hahaha. I think I had more fun anyway than if we did make it though... Hmmm Good times... No one will put me on their insurance :(. I finally have money for a car and no fucking insurance. What bullshit. My parents are lame. You guys rule! hahahah. Would you count the hours? Hehehe Mike oferd me a ride to school score. hahah speaking of school time to sleep I have been so busy this whole week i haven't gone to the gym once or fucking gotten a name with Korn and father and all. Bull honky. AnD with that I shall say goodnight.
Star Bright. Star Light. I wish I May, I wish I MIGHT. Wish the Wish. I wish tonight...
Hello I'm Dana and I'am doing wonderful today, thankyou.
Iam sixteen and sexy. In my spare time I like to save the people of townsville with my homegirls bubbles, blossum, and buttercup.
Sometimes I get these random bursts of energy that over take my body, and I can't control myself. I say totally weird things and make odd faces! Because of this I only have a handful of real friends.
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